they told me that i wasnt ready
they said that id drop in a year
they told me to stick to the fenny
how the fuck do they think they my peers?
obvi that shit was upsetting
but now i am circling clear
loose as im chasin my passions,
done with all the fear

last bastion of life in the garden
all mommas they gonna be farmin
all of my life i been partial
a child thats running from life
im sure that theyll go court marshal
no empathy for the strife
compassion is dead in the marshes
lazarus pit sounds nice....

daddy, you still gon abhor me?
even in front of the mirror?
havent you seen that im choking?
i lost my way, i cant steer
the shadows, they always approachin'
but i got a torch right here
fendin off all of the demons
im not as broke as im seemin

one day ill finally find it
the smile that seems so near
everyone in confinement
just drownin in beer after beer
but trust, i feel imbibin'
it used to be all i could bare
but now i think more like a titan
breakin down walls of despair

what in the fuck in this potion?
how im sustainin' the motion?
i think im forgettin the quotient
divided my heart and then sold it
Good luck if you trynna mold it

they told me that i wasnt worth it
they said that i'd die in a year
that talk it aint never been pertinent
so fuck em, they meaningless, worthless
im sproutin, and it'll be fervent
im cursed so im tryin to turn it
maybe its best if we burn it

didnt do nothin deserving of this
wish i knew somethin, so certain of bliss
i think they expecting some acting
but all i can offer is action
separate individual
fell off with a smile,
then i altered sacred rituals

trynna feel feelings but they just keep feelin me
they told me it gets better, man, just wait and see
in the sea of my delusion,
im trynna do some fusion,
polymerization turning out to be a nuisance

dont know why the fuck i try, sometimes i think that im blind
lenses, cones, they just aint fine - i might be just so inclined
to take a chance, to take a ride, i know i might be out of time,
but that's alright, my soul still fly, stays infinite thru time