Name: H. cymbiformis (Still Anxious) [prod. wonderlust]
Duration: P00H03M07S
Description: started with anxious, still anxious

H. cymbiformis (Still Anxious) [prod. wonderlust]

from Sapling by Botanist

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started with anxious, still anxious

lyrics

im back to moving forward
but i dont think im meant
to try to make that formula
and i dont need your help, see
im fine on my lonesome
the facts, they are compelling
it's not that I can't love again,
it's that im stuck here glaring
back into the night again,
i might get rather daring
step into the darkness,
see if im still even caring
see if someone stops me,
if i im worthy of repairing
this isnt like it was before...
why are comparing?

somebody told me that i am a ghost
and i cant get the traction that i need the most
nobody told me id navigate oceans,
and contemplate notions that arent quite my own

somebody told me that i am a ghost
and I cant get the passion that i need the most
nobody told me id feel my emotions
and tragically hope that i wont be alone

pointlessly ill gesture towards
the map my father bought me
you can see it clearly,
this is why, and what it cost me
i fell into a hole again and darkness almost caught me
im still a little sinner
and id ask for your conjecture
if only the result would be
that i can feel better
i cant leave the computer
but i can feel the blessed earth
let this be a warning to the ones that send me letters

its over

for good.

somebody told me that i am a ghost
and i cant get the traction that i need the most
nobody told me id navigate oceans,
and contemplate notions that arent quite my own

somebody told me that i am a ghost
and I cant get the passion that i need the most
nobody told me id feel my emotions
and tragically hope that i wont be alone