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Spheric - V. wittrockiana (The Dark Half) ft. stillsigma, MONARRÁ [prod. standingwolf]

from Sapling by Botanist

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[Botanist]
Castle walls are fortified,
I never even thought to cry
When Danny died, I cannot lie
It haunts my nights still
I'm above the dungeon living life,
Cut by knives,
I'm broken
Pain eventually subsides,
But I'm all out of thought supplies
My brain is always broken
I'm a lord among the losers
My jesters are my bruisers
I'm feelin' like a trooper
Leading armies through to purges
Electrical surges coursing through my every bone
I'm alone and prone to suicide
But I can't lie,
The sides I took were wild,
So,
Let me count back from a hundred one to zero
Opposites control my life like I was fucking Nero
Gimme some more time and I'ma cut that shit to narrow
Long confused, light diffused
Now I come reclusive
Fuse is shorter than I remember
That lonely cold December night that left me fight or flight
Full moon quite alright
I'm in this forever, man
This purgatory plight

Blacked out and smacked out,
I crack open my mouth
To receive this cleansing ether,
Rid this vessel of it's darkness,
Knowledge to be imparted on the journeyman
Who aches for a home among the stars
Bubble closed over nose
Better breathe through your mouth
Tooth and Nail don't feel so frail
When the screws come down
And clamp around your very existence
Anything but this,
Something's always amiss
Like a redefining puzzle
Under solar powered lamps
A stance to hold, be bold
Scold all of the misunderstandings
Let it be known I let you go,
Now brothers, will you tell them?

[Sample]
Why do you have to go?
Where are you going?
What are you going to do?
Just throw your life away like it was nothing?

I'm not going there to die.
I'm going to find out if I'm really alive.

[stillsigma]
I'm stuck livin' evasive,
Fucked up every night
So my mind's fucked and abrasive
And I don't give a fuck about your primordial chases,
I was livin' in the past,
My present passed and now plagues me
Future lookin' hazy
Prospects aint amazing
Processing my penchant for precipice is so draining
Always find a way to fuck it up for me later,
Wanna tough it out,
But my motivation is fading
Guess I'm gettin faded
Clouds pass over pavement
Ever since Sandy my mind's clouded and jaded
Lost a couple feelings,
I have trouble relating
Numbly walking dead til purgatory awaits me
Luck aint done no favors
Smarts aint help me neither
Coasted off of ignorance,
Borrowed time for a placement
Drowning in the current,
I understand what I wasted
I wish that I was dumber,
I wouldn't know I'm deranged

[MONARRÁ]
Carnivorous Bambi with a thumper in my chest
White rabbits canopy,
A broken heart manifesto
I'm like a superhero with no morality
But the mark

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from Sapling, released October 13, 2023
standingwolf, stillsigma, MONARRÁ, Spheric

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